The Shine On Award


I’ve been nominated for the Shine On award by the lovely Emily from Glamvasion. Thank you for nominating me. I really enjoy reading your blog so everyone, who hasn’t checked out her blog you should definitely go do that now!

The rules for the Shine On award are:

  • Display the award logo to your blog.
  • Show appreciation by acknowledging the blogger who nominated you and link back to them in your post.
  • Share 7 random, interesting things about yourself.
  • Nominate 15 bloggers you admire and happily pass on this award, making sure to link their blog into your post.
  • Contact your chosen bloggers to let them know.

Okay so here are 7 random facts about me:

1. I’m incredibly terrified of heights and dark water.

2. I have the most random taste in music. I really like R&B but sometimes I listen Hip Hop and Rap and then Alternative and then I have a secret love for country music.

3. Fruits also make me really happy. Especially bananas.

4. I might not seem like it but I’m secretly obsessed with super heroes. My favorite ones are Captain America and Batman though I do prefer Captain America. I just watched the trailer for Captain America the Winter Soldier the other day and I cannot wait to see that movie.

5. Blue and green are my favorite colors.

6. I hardly ever wear flats. It’s not like I’m walking around in actual high heels 24/7 but I tend to always wear shoes that make me at least a few inches taller because compared to my friends I’m really short. My ID says I’m 5’5  but my passport says I’m 5’4. I know I lied a little on my ID so I guess I’m somewhere in between.

7. I’ve taped an alligator’s mouth. Oh yeah… funny story. I was visiting an alligator farm somewhere in the New Orleans area and we were in one of those I guess you could call it a stable for alligators. I was so fascinated by those animals I wasn’t even listening to the tour guide and didn’t hear when he asked for a volunteer to help him grab an alligator, so we could take a closer look at it. Everyone immediately took a step back except for me. Before I even knew what I was in for the guy already pointed at me and shouted ‘There we have our volunteer. Give it up for this brave young girl y’all’ I didn’t really know what was going on and then he handed me duct tape and said ‘I’m gonna go in there now, grab one of those and then you have to use that moment of surprise and tape its mouth.’ I must have looked pretty shocked because he assured me like 10 times that it was going to be fine and fortunately I succeeded. I taped an alligator’s mouth. Probably one of the coolest things I’ve ever done.

Now on to my nominees:

Random Beauty Things

Eloise’s Diary

Emmy’s College Corner




Jaclyn Demuro

The Beauty Bunny




House Of Bargain

The Wallflower Girl

Little Beauty Buddha

Bri Loves Tea

Hope you like my random facts. XX

College: An Emotional Roller Coaster Ride


It’s official! I survived my first semester of college. This is just so crazy. It’s like just yesterday I turned sixteen and went to my first high school dance and now I’m 2 months away from turning 19 and my second semester starts on monday. MONDAY! I can’t believe how fast time is flying by. It’s almost scary. So much has happened in just this last year. I changed from an unsure and insecure high school student into a pretty ambitious college student, who finally somewhat knows what she wants.

Last year around this time I was about to graduate and all I wanted was for time to slow down. I was terrified of the future because I had no idea what I wanted to do after school. All I ever wanted since I was eleven was doing an exchange year in the US. I can’t explain why but it was my goal in life so after my year was finished and I was back home I was so clueless. I’ve achieved what I wanted and I no longer had something to work for. I wasn’t exactly bad in school. I was just average because I didn’t have a reason to be really good. I didn’t know what I was doing it all for.

When I found out that I could do American Studies in the Netherlands and that I would have a lot of opportunities with that study later I really wanted to do it, so when I got accepted I was so incredibly happy. I have to admit I was a little scared of moving to a different country again and being the odd one out, but now I know that it was all worth it. I’ve passed all of my exams so far and I’m doing really good. Actually I’ve never been this motivated to study and be successful. It feels so good to be great at something. Besides make-up and fashion I’ve always had a passion for writing. I’m not good with talking about my thoughts and feelings but writing helps me to express those. I love how you can create a story and maybe touch someone’s heart with it. Writing gives you a voice, that might be heard. When people see me most of them just see me as this little blonde fashion doll, I guess, but that doesn’t mean that I can’t write a good academic essay on a historical story, now does it? Because guess what! I got an A on my last one! I know a lot of people never expected something like that of me and it’s such an amazing feeling to prove them wrong.


Now that I’ve finished my first semester I know I definitely made the right decision. Moving to the Netherlands to do American Studies is the best thing that I could’ve possibly done and I’m so glad I took this opportunity. In order to get accepted into my University I had to pass a Dutch State exam and before last summer I didn’t speak a single word of Dutch. Over the summer I worked my butt of to learn as much Dutch as possible and pass the state exam. My Dutch is still nowhere near fluent but I passed the exam and I got accepted.

Looking back on the last few months I don’t think I’ve ever been this emotional. It’s definitely been a roller coaster ride of emotions for me. I’ve had my ups and downs. Sometimes when I passed an important exam or got a really good grade on an assignment I felt like I was on top of the world, like I owned it, and the next day I failed an exam or assignment or had trouble fitting in, because of the language barrier, and all I wanted to do was cry and hide in my bed for the rest of my life. I felt like such a failure but despite all that it’s also been one of the best few months of my life. I’ve come to realise how good I can be at something if I really work hard. I’ve at least found a direction for my future. A goal I’m working towards. I’ve met some great new people. I’m actually genuinely happy! I sometimes miss my friends at home and communicating with people in Dutch is still hard for me, but it’s getting better every day. I think I’ve grown up a lot in the last few months living on my own most of the time having to face all of the challenges studying abroad brought along with it pretty much on my own.

I’m so so so glad I gave this all a shot though being totally scared and I’m looking forward to my second semester. If the rest of my college experience will be just as eventful I know it’ll be an experience that will change me in a lot of good ways. I know a lot of good times are ahead of me just as hard times. I’ll have to work hard to keep my grades up,  because the failure rate for an exam is about 50% each time, which I think is quite a lot. But whatever.. I’ve done it before so I’ll be able to do it again.

Wow. This post’s gotten a lot longer and more personal than intended, so I hope I didn’t bore anyone. I guess what I’m trying to say is just, if you’re being offered a great opportunity in life take it! It might be terrifying  as hell at first, but if you don’t take it you might end up regretting it. I know I would’ve missed out on a lot if I hadn’t done this. It’s been a challenge and it will continue to be a challenge but I know I don’t want this emotional roller coaster ride to end yet.


Have a great Sunday! XX